From Doubt to Divine Appointment: My Journey as a Missionary

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11 

I never thought that one doubtful decision could change my life forever. Looking back on my journey as a missionary, I realized that if I hadn’t said yes—even with fear, hesitation, and uncertainty—I wouldn’t have experienced the growth that shaped who I became. 

Panglao Christian Academy Students

At the beginning, I felt completely unqualified. I didn’t see myself as someone who could lead, preach, or make an impact. I was more comfortable staying in the background, watching others serve and shine. I kept asking myself, “What can I even offer?” I felt like I had nothing special to give. 

But when I said yes to the mission, everything slowly started to change. The training period stretched me beyond my limits. I learned how to adjust, connect with different kinds of people, take responsibility, and say yes even when things felt uncomfortable. It wasn’t easy, but it prepared me for what was ahead. 

House Visitation

When we arrived at the mission field, reality hit hard. The place was unfamiliar, quiet, and far from what I was used to. We didn’t know anyone, and one of the biggest challenges we faced was house-to-house visitation. We had no guide, no connections, and no clear starting point. Walking through unfamiliar paths felt intimidating, and there were moments when fear and doubt crept in. 

Still, we kept going. 

At first, it was difficult. Approaching strangers, starting conversations, and introducing ourselves took so much courage. Some people were surprised to see us, and we had to push through our own hesitation again and again. But as days passed, something changed. People began to welcome us with open hearts. Some invited us in, talked with us, and even shared food with us. 

In those simple but meaningful moments, I clearly saw how God was already working ahead of us. 

That experience taught me courage and faith. It taught me to rely not on my own abilities, but on God’s strength and guidance. 

Then came the crusade. After all the preparation, prayers, and effort, we witnessed something truly rewarding—five souls decided to be baptized. Seeing that happen made every struggle, every fear, and every step worth it. It was a reminder that God moves in the hearts of people in ways we cannot see.

Throughout the 10 months of serving, I saw how God continuously provided, guided, and sustained us. More than anything, I saw how He changed me. The person who once doubted, hesitated, and stayed silent learned to step forward, trust more, and serve with a willing heart. 

In the end, I realized that mission was never about being the most talented or confident. It was about being available. God didn’t ask for perfection—He simply asked for willingness. 

And that one simple yes changed everything. 

Name: Geraldine Anggo I 64th Batch 1000MM

Mission Field: Panglao Bohol 

Hometown: Baybay Liloy Zamboanga Del Norte